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| Don't you hate it when people you think you can trust, people you think is a really great friend turns out to be a douche? Seriously what the hell is your problem? I go up and ask you a dear honest question and you accuse me of cheating?! I have no idea what's been wrong with you lately, but all of a sudden you're moody and always complaining. The only time you're your old self is when people give you compliments it seems. I'm tired of it! I miss you because you always made me laugh so hard no matter my mood. I really miss the old you.
5 things on my mind
1. Escape the Fate
2. Michelle
3. Lanie
4. Zach
5. "Give me your heart, make it real, or else forget about it!"
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| Water Polo is still not going well. I remember last year it was my favorite time of year and i hated when it ended. This year I just want it to end. It's a fun sport, but I'm tired of everyone being so separate from each other. I almost never see AshleyPaul or Michelle anymore. I miss all my friends! Only like 2 or 3 more weeks though.
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| I need to write in here more.
TAGS was last weekend. That sucked. On Friday I got DQed in my 100 fly because I wore a knee skin (GAY RULE!) anddd I missed my 400 IM because Coach Swanie poo didn't look at the back of the re-seat paper and see that I moved into heat 2. Saturday I swam the 200 fly and dropped a second and made it to finals, then dropped 2 seconds at finals and got 5th! :) And then on Sunday I got close to my personal best in the 200 back, added 2 seconds in my 100 free, and almost missed my race for the 200 IM. Not only that, but my cap ripped so I had to use some girl's cap and I added 6 seconds because everything was already going wrong in that race so I just said "why the hell not?!"
Water polo started! it's so much fun, but my shoulders are super sore. :/ and everyone is getting super competitive. Like everyone pretty much hates each other. You can't say one freaking sarcastic remark without getting trash talk back, while if you say a sarcastic remark in swimming they just laugh and whatever it away. If it's going to be like this then can we just go back to swimming? I don't care how much fun water polo is, I don't want my friend's to hate me.
One thing that gets me really mad is that my friend is taking the personality of this girl that i hate! Oh and I know that my friend hates this girl's personality because she always complains about it to me. It gets me so mad because now she's almost exactly like her and it's as if she gets mad at me for like everything. I breathe and she's like "Bitch! What the hell?!" and I'm like "Whoaa there. What's your problem?" and she starts trash talking me and, personally, I'm sick and tired of it. And it's only the first week! What's up with these girls? It's as if they all forgot that we're still one team when it comes to swimming. It's not like we're going to the Olympics! Can y'all get it through your thick skulls that this is just for fun?! Stop taking it so seriously! Holy crap.
It's only the first week and I already want to quit because I hate how we're all hating each other. It's not gonna help y'all win just to let you know!
5 thing on my mind
1. Water Polo
2. Coach Thomas
3. Michelle
4. Cassie
5. asdfghjkl;
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| Wow, it's reallyyy been forever since I've written in here. My friend told me she made one! So that's two people that have made one because of me! Dang, I feel cool :)
When I type my "A" doesn't really work. I have to make sure I hit it hard, same with my "V". Lol.
So Michelle, Lanie, and I came to an understanding that all boys are gay. Lanie has a good attitude about what's happening to her and Michelle is too. It sucks that the same thing happened to them on the exact same day, but at the same time at least they don't have to go through that alone. They have each other and they know what the other is feeling.
On a happier note, seeing the Gold Boys was fun! Scott is just a badass, Calvin is so shyyy, Dakota is a badass too, and Kyle's actually cool. The Gold Boys took Lanie and Michelle's focus away from those other gay boys. Haha I loveeeee them :)
I dyed my hair blackkk! That was fun little senior team girl party! Cassie cut hers shorttttt and dyed hers "Cinnamon" (that's what it said on the box), Lanie just cut her hair, we strightened Ashley Paul's hair, Courtney's hair is like brown redish, Emily went brown, and Marisa just put red in her hair. Everyone looked so good after the makeover! On that same day we went to Austin to see my brother (before the makeover party though) and that was fun. I love going to Austin! That's my favorite city to be in. We went to a restaurant called "Dirty's" and whoaa dang! Second best hamburgers ever! (First is Eagle's Deli in Boston) Those were so good and everytime we go to Austin we're going there! Oh and some hott swimmers came in. I think they came from state.
Well TAGS is in about two weeks. Sectionals is this weekend and then TAGS is the weekend after. It sucks that we have school again after! :( I'll ask my mom if I can skip. Haha! There's nothing more that I can think of that is important to put on here that happened...
Aightttt :)
5 things on my mind
1. Lanie
2. Michelle
3. TAGS
4. The dream I had last night
5. How hungry I am
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| Woo! Three day week! I have a three days because we had today off (President's day) and on Friday I have a swim meet! Senior Champs! It should be good. I'm not going to STAGS anymore though  so that means last season's STAGS (which was pretty amazingggggg if I do say so myself) was my last one ever.
At Regionals I only finaled in the 400 free relay (freelay!). In my leg of the race I went a 54! A fifty freaking four! I hate being the anchor because my time doesn't count, but oh well. Hopefully at Senior Champs I'll be able to go that time again.
Seeing Scott again was so cool! This weekend I get to see all the Gold Boys which will be even cooler! I'm sooooo excited! That's exactly why I love these big meets. Haha! So anyway we (Lanie, Michelle and I) actually talked to Scott, unlike at STAGS where I just stared at them and if they ever came by where we were sitting I kinda looked away. Gosh, I was such a freakk!
Don't you hate it when someone you don't even know calls you crazy? Ya so it may be true, but still! You don't know my life! Haha! Talking to Michelle on the phone last night was pretty fun. Making fun of those stupid boys that aren't even worth our time and the boys that actually are worth our time. Lol. But all the boys end up being man-whore's. End of story. :)
5 things on my mind
1. My smelly cat
2. Gold Boys
3. Senior Champs
4. Family Guy
5. Netflix
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