I'm annoyed. I'm jealous. I hate dryland. I hate my life (not really). I hate people. I hate homework. I hate that my grandpa isn't alive right now. I hate not knowing I have the option to call him just to say "Grandpa, I had a bad day." and him say "Tell me about it..." I hate that I can't say I love you to him anymore. I hate that he had that stupid mass in his colon. I hate that both my parents are so busy all the time (my mom's not too busy where i can't talk to her). I hate that I know that I should be doing my English homework. I hate that I can't focus on anything right now. I hate that my shoulders are so sore. I hate that I keep things bottled up so much. I hate the fact that I think I'm fat (don't tell me I'm not. I know I'm not). I hate that my summer was terrible. I hate/love that we have my grandpa's old truck. I hate that it has a sticker that says, "I'm a Longhorn Grandpa" on the back that stares at me as I return home everyday. I hate that all my best friends (err...most) switched teams. I hate that I can't talk to anybody about my feelings because none of my friends have gone through it, they get all freaked out when i try, and they get distracted too easily. Everything is screwed up. I just want to sleep all day in my little bed and never have to see anyone ever again.
15 things on my mind (Oh my word! so many!)
1. Genevieve
2. my mother
3. my father
4. my brother
5. Brinton
6. English homework
7. Me always spelling homework "homeowrk"
8. My grandfather
9. Ashely Paul
10. Garrett
11. Cassie
12. Cassandra
13. Sydney
14. Dryland
15. Sore everywhere!
Comments (1)
GABY, i love you SO much its retarded!!!!!!