So I just woke up from a sleepover at Sydney's house. It was super fun! I think it was good for me to go out and about with my girl friends and to just totally let loose. Cassie and I shared a bed and we stayed up until 6:10! Lol I am so tired because the other girls ran into our room at like 9:45 this morning and woke us up. Cassie is so wide awake though. Hahaha! We had these random hyper attacks where we couldn't stop laughing. It was the most fun thing I've done in awhile. Sydney and Cassandra stayed in Cassie and my room until about 4:30 then went to their bed. When they got to our room in the morning they were like, "Oh ya we went to bed at 5:30," and Cassie and I were like, "We beat you. 6:10!" hahhaa! We talked for about 2 hours about like nothing at all. Like we talked about Robbie, Calvin, and one other thing and then laughed for the rest of the time and our conversations were like 10 minutes each. I had so much fun and I love our team. We got matching sports bra's before we came over to Sydney's and they're HOTT! I freaking love my team so much! Lol I really like the sports bras. All About Steve was really good too, I thought. Whoops! I meant the story of my life was a good movie. Lol! "If you love someone you have to be able to let them go, if you  have to stalk them  they were probably never yours." Best line of the movie! Haha well  think that's enough for now because my friends are all upstairs.
Oh and I can't wait for it to get cold enough so I can wear my grandpa's old Members Only jacket. It's getting a little easier and I know I'll never get over it, but I will try to live with it the best I can.

8 things on my mind
1. Sydney
2. Cassie
3. Calvin
4. Ashley
5. Random fits of giggles with Cassie
6. Brinton
7. My phone
8. When I get home I'm going to be dead asleep

These last few days have been just like a hurricane. I have a bruise on my right hand from shaking so many hands. I'm pretty sure if I shake anyone's hand the words, "Thank you for coming" will just pop out of my mouth. Yesterday at my grandfather's funeral I read the Reponsorial (sp?). Everyone said I did it very nicely and with a lot of poise. I know my grandfather would have been very proud. My dad told me that if I had not told him how much I was shaking before I went up there, he would not have known. He says I should look into becoming a Priest. I think he was kidding. I don't know. During my brother's part of the Eulogy he broke down. He didn't run away or anything. He stayed up there and proved to everyone how much my grandfather meant to him. My brother is a very brave boy. I know I wouldn't have been able to do that. After the Eulogy everyone clapped for him. My grandmother has been to over 50 funerals and she has never heard an applause after a Eulogy. My cousin, Matt, also did a Eulogy. His was a lot shorter, but it started right where my brothers left off and his was beautiful too. He also got an applause. I know my grandfather well and I know that he was looking down on us and he was proud. He was probably bragging to Ted kennedy while they're drinking a scotch and a beer, "Those are my grandchildren. They're doing everything with such class. They love me so much."  I know he doesn't want us crying and mourning. I know he wants us to keep living our lives and to be happy and care-free so that's exactly what I'm going to try to do. He definitely will stay in my heart forever though. There were so many people at the funeral! I always knew that my grandpa was famous in Hondo, but seeing all those people there proved exactly how famous he was and how much he meant to everyone. I'm proud to be his granddaughter and I will wear the title with dignity everyday of my life. The most important lesson he taught me was to always wear my head held high even when I'm at the lowest of my lows and that's exactly what I'll do. I love him so much and he will be missed. It will be hard for a few more weeks, but with time I will be ok. Thanks to everyone who has checked up on me and to everyone who is praying for me and my family. It means the world to us. R.I.P. Grandpa

7 things on my mind
1. My grandpa
2. My grandma
3. Turbo (my stupid cat)
4. Genevieve
5. My parents
6. David (my brother)
7. Matt (my cousin)